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如果可以返轉頭…… 幾好？
有 D 錯，真係彌補唔到。就算死十次都補救唔到。

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Easier To Run --- Linkin Park
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb.
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone.

Something has been taken from deep inside of me,
A secret I've kept locked away, no one can ever see.
Wounds so deep they never show, they never go away,
Like moving pictures in my head, for years and years they've played.

''If I could change, I would take back the pain, I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would
If I could change, I would take back the pain, I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would,
I would take all my shame to the grave.''

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb.
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone.

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past,
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have.
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back,
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past.

''If I could change, I would take back the pain, I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would
If I could change, I would take back the pain, I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would,
I would take all my shame to the grave.''

Just washing it aside,
All of the helplessness inside,
Pretending I don't feel misplaced,
Is so much simpler than change.

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb.
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone.

It's easier to run!
''If I could change, I would take back the pain, I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made''
It's easier to go!
''If I could change, I would take back the pain, I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would,
I would take all my shame to the grave.''

犯錯……

"We all make mistakes: some are small, some are large. But his mistake, born of innocence, fueled by pride, was the greatest and most terrible of them all."

唉…… 點解會咁柒…… 實在死得太難睇……
真係過唔到自己果關……

獨居

其實真係幾爽：可以響度做 D 低能到自己都會笑o既野。
自己一個人知，然後自己笑自己咁撚憨鳩。但係又冇人知我有幾憨鳩 wor，正。

雖然好似好自閉，但係耐唔中咁樣自己同自己玩，都幾得意。

嘆息

又如何？
所有人都聽到，又如何？

講唔到出來，D 中文英文實在太撚差。真係唔知點講……
其實又唔係好復雜，但係又真係諗唔到點樣形容……

痛…… 酸…… 又唔o岩……
諗唔到…… 所以只好嘆息……

將進酒

李白，真係好一條仆街……
如果李白響今世出現，可能會同佢勁撚 friend ……

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君不見黃河之水天上來，奔流到海不復回？
君不見高堂明鏡悲白髮，朝如青絲暮成雪？　
人生得意須盡歡，莫使金樽空對月。
天生我材必有用，千金散盡還復來。
烹羊宰牛且為樂，會須一飲三百杯。
岑夫子，丹丘生，
將進酒，君莫停。　　
與君歌一曲，請君為我傾耳聽。
鐘鼓饌玉不足貴，但願長醉不願醒。
古來聖賢皆寂寞，惟有飲者留其名。
陳王昔時宴平樂，斗酒十千恣歡謔。
主人何為言少錢，逕須沽取對君酌。
五花馬，千金裘，
呼兒將出換美酒，與爾同銷萬古愁！

受傷鳥……

今日十二點左右唔知做乜醒左，仲係全身酸痛。伸左個懶腰（好爽），然後賴床。
本來諗住訓多陣，但係發現吸氣果陣左胸好痛。Shit，又一次伸懶腰拉親。細個試過無數次因為伸懶腰出事，所以好有經驗。

其實冇乜野：係唔可以大笑、深呼吸、打啊欠…… 總之一切同大力吸氣有關o既都唔做得。
OK，向好果方面諗。係一個機會去練習用丹田來呼吸同講野……

又用番 Picasa

之前唔用 Picasa，因為對 WINE 真係好有介心。
好耐之前試過 Picasa 2.2 for Linux 真係唔係好得：Upload Flickr 唔 work，打唔到中文……

所以用 Digikam 用左一輪。但係發現佢實在太撚廢，D export option 冇一個係 work 的。雖然佢個 tag 又真係幾方便，但係 tag 完一大輪 export 唔到有撚用？

所以都係用番 Picasa…… 起碼叫做多人用。
又要再執過晒 D 相，又係重溫舊記憶o既時候鳥~

Wakeboard…… 好正，但係好攰……

今日第一次玩 Wakeboard ，真係好鬼好玩。
經過劍心同 Fiona o既 demonstration 之後，一 take 過搞掂。
創下個人最長滑行紀錄：一分三十秒…… Well…… 下次應該會好 D ……

好攰，散鳥……

銃鎗與祖龍

同祖龍火拼到第三個回合，頂佢全程金身。
試過覇弓或者輕弩柒射都係五十分鐘打唔走。用輕弩試過徹甲榴彈速射、擴散彈速射，結果係彈盡糧絕……

到最後，係用銃鎗：三十分鐘趕走左。
幾時都話銃鎗先係王道！！

用具：
崩龍銃槍 －－ 高攻，最重要係放射炮擊 Lv 5。不過祖龍金身幾高攻都好似冇乜用，所以理論上腥紅加農或者栗米槍都可能得。但係栗米槍一來斬味短，二來係擴散，都應該唔會試……
盾蟹裝加劍聖頭 －－ 根性
加埋大炮珠，炮術王係重點。

一路打其實好安全，係有時佢跳射果下會俾 D 石碎打背。除此之外都係自己唔小心先會出事。
見佢俾大爆 G 炸到痛，隨即一個龍擊炮射到佢再痛，很 high 的。有幾次龍擊炮響佢臨飛起先出得切，成條撻返落來，真係好爽。

跟手，腥紅加農，廿五分鐘埋單鳥。條斬味長 D 真係好少少。不過因為唔係放射型，所以有時擋完之後開槍會射唔中……

總結：
弓裝：熔岩魚加彈頭
劍裝：紫盾蟹劍聖頭加炮術王
Round 1: 覇弓。爆頭、眼同胸
Round 2: 金獅輕弩，全爆
Round 3: 崩龍銃槍
Round 4: 腥紅加農

整埋套祖龍裝，睇怕呢隻 Game 都可以唔駛玩鳥……

懦弱是罪…… 「唔得閒理」都係……

如果當年挺身而出片底左個咁撚廢o既 SAN DB，今日就唔會咁撚大鑊。

但係在下縱然有罪，點解往往個罪魁禍首都可以置身事外？
留底o既蘇州屎就要在下善後？

不如在下同你做善終好過啦……

脆弱

硬係覺得而家好似比以前脆弱左咁。
以前無論有咩麻煩野，總係可以單人匹馬搞掂。雖然有時會係含住泡眼淚來做，但係響人面前總係可以不哼一聲。

明明人大個左，應該會再可以堅強 D、成熟 D。點解呢期 D 情緒可以咁唔穩定呢？
睇來真係要冷靜下……

文字

當年屌鳩個中文老師：「挑！我講到，人地聽到，咁咪得囉！」
原來，事情唔係咁簡單…… 要講一樣野，而人地可以準確地收到，都唔係一件易事……

唉，「書到用時方恨少」，原來係真架……

JohnC

其實 JohnC 呢個名唔係我自己改……
中學果陣有時寫名懶，就咁寫「John.C」就算。結果 D 同學有時就會叫我「John 點 C」。叫叫下就叫左 JohnC。而我自己都慢慢習慣俾人叫我 JohnC。

試過無數次自我介紹o既時候，遇到o既反應係「下?! 咩話」、「壯士?!」、「裝屎?!」、「裝屍?!」…… 呢 D 位俾人取笑得太多……

但係而家我幾鍾意呢個名 wor…… 因為大家都係咁叫我：JohnC

開張大吉

唉，睇來要將 219 個響 Xanga 度o既舊 Post 搬過來都會係一個大工程。
唔搞住啦…… 用住先啦，遲 D 先諗點搬啦……